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Field Recordings (2011​-​2017)

by Felix Thursday

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1.
I ain't afraid to feel the pain I've been hurtin' all my life So get me to the train and I'll ride out of here tonight I know where I ain't wanted and I know where I need to be and hangin' round with you girl just ain't workin' out for me If I'm gonna be lonely I might as well be alone and mama you can be unhappy on your own If I'm gonna be lonely I'd rather be alone Ain't no need in sayin' sorry just let them big wheels roll on I ain't afraid of bein' low I've been looked down on all my life So get me to the border and I'll ride over it tonight I know where I ain't wanted and I know where I need to be and hangin' round you people just ain't workin' out for me
2.
I gave up my drinkin' four years ago and I done pretty good on the straight and narrow But I'm headed up to Heppner for a big package show and them Oregon cowgirls don't like hearin' no It's hard stayin' sober in Heppner when the Pendleton is pourin' like rain And I'll be seein' some friends from back in my devilish days Lord help me to turn down the bottle and give me the strength to do right Because it's hard stayin' sober in Heppner, Oregon tonight I went from a life with four wheels for a home to a guitar pickin' daddy with no wife to show I've met all of my wild side that I care to know Lord don't let Heppner make me weak and low I
3.
The train has left the station, baby Now's your time to cry I won't be comin' back this way and you know the reason why I won't play no second fiddle, won't be your man on the side You got your ace in the hole and I've got miles to ride Now I'm back in the saddle, chasin' the freedom that I've found There's pretty women out there everywhere and I don't need you around I got my mind on my salvation and my boot heels on the road Now's your time to cry and it's my time to go Now's your time to cry, little darlin' Now's your time to cry Do all the talkin' that you want to, I know every damn word's a lie I'm rollin' up my pack and headed on down the track No more just gettin' by Now's your time to cry
4.
It's not you that's hurtin' me tonight It's not your memory blackin' out the light You might think you made a fool of me Darlin' it's not you it's just the whiskey I won't deny that you played a part in the pain that I feel inside but the whiskey is responsible for the shape that I'm in tonight I know you done your best to try to ruin me but darlin' it's not you it's just the whiskey You think losin' you is what made me turn this way but the love that I had has all been drank away It might look like this is what your lovin' has done to me but darlin' it's not you it's just the whiskey
5.
The judge's gavel fell and I got 30 days in jail They don't tolerate drunk drivin' in their town No more money, no more car No more nights out at the bar The law knows how to shut a good time down It was a DUI Too drunk to drive I was ridin' with a 6 pack on the passenger side They'll bleed you dry with their goddamn fines Whatever you do don't get yourself a DUI The lawyer told me son you're gonna pay for what you've done The courts don't let no money slip away Blowin' a .08 is like murder in this state You'd be better off if you'd just robbed a bank
6.
Maybe none of us is ever gonna be stars We'll probably die unknown playin' these goddamn bars Singin' to the backs of drunks that just don't give a damn It's the price we pay playin' in the devil's band As soon as I felt that first guitar in my hand I knew I wasn't made for no fuckin' cover band There's a lot of dumb bastards just don't understand the songs we sing playin' in the devil's band I've lost some friends and women since I can't settle down Don't know if they're jealous or disgusted with what I'm doin' now We're just lookin' for a good time and all the rest be damned That's the life we lead playin' in the devil's band
7.
Everybody's gone home and the bar's closin' up The bartender's sweepin' glass and cigarette butts In 15 more minutes he'll yell out last call But there's no one to hear it except for me and the wall There's no one to hear it except for me and the wall There's one credit left on the jukebox I guess I'll play one more Hank Williams song Right now I'm too drunk and feelin' too numb to give a damn about who did who wrong There's nothin' for me to hold on to and nothin' much worth livin' for So I'm killin' myself with the night life and hopin' heaven has got swingin' doors I hope heaven has got swingin' doors
8.
They say you've got a problem if you're drinkin' alone I guess that they're right but I'm all on my own I've got no friends to come around to help me get by So it's me and the whiskey and the tears that I cry I don't like drinkin' alone but I will to get the damn job done of forgetting how I lost you It ain't pretty but it's what I've come to do Drinkin' don't make me special it's just somethin' that I do To get rid of the hours and my memories of you I wake up every morning feeling dry as a bone And get back to the bottle and drinkin' alone
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released August 3, 2018

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Felix Thursday Grenada, California

Former Cheatin' Heart, current intermittent performer. Latest album End Time Jubilee out on Ruckus in the Records.

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